Clinging to Truth
There are
various terms used in Hebrew to refer to our nation. The one that is used most
often is the singular “Yehudi,” or the plural “Yehudim.” In fact,
the Nazis chose the German variation of the name, Jude, pronounced Yoodeh,
for placement on the infamous yellow star that Yehudim living in that
country were obligated to wear.
In last
week’s parsha of Vayishlach (36:2-5), the names of Eisov’s wives
are listed. However, Yehudis bas Beiri, who had previously been mentioned as
the woman Eisov married when he was 40 years old (Toldos 26:34), is not
listed in Vayishlach. Rashi (36:2) explains that the wife
referred to in Parshas Vayishlach as Oholivama, is Yehudis. Rashi
says that Eisov changed her name to Yehudis in an attempt to fool his father,
Yitzchok, into thinking that she was not a believer in avodah zorah. The
name Yehudis was the best connotation that she was kofer in avodah
zorah and someone whom Yitzchok could accept into his family.
The Chiddushei
Harim explains that the reason Yehudim is the eternal Jewish name is
because when Leah called her son Yehuda, she said, “Hapa’am odeh es Hashem.”
The name was a term of gratitude, thanking the Almighty for enabling her to
give birth to this boy. Yehudim, Jews, are defined as a people who live
to express Hakadosh Boruch Hu’s glory and their appreciation of it.
There are ten
middos of hanhogah in this world. These fundamental metrics of
energy drive the world.
The Arizal
discusses the idea that each of the seven middos corresponds to a
different Yom Tov. The middah of hod, which is derived
from same word as Yehuda, relates to Chanukah. Let us attempt to
understand that.
Hod relates to the middah that defines the ability of
the Jew to allow the Divine light to shine through him, submitting to a Higher
Calling. His own essence is but a vehicle to bring honor to his Maker. The
Hebrew word hoda’ah has two definitions, admission and gratitude. The
definitions are related to each other. A Yehudi admits that Hakadosh
Boruch Hu created and watches over him, and for that he is always grateful.
The middah
of hod, Divine splendor, is mirrored in man’s ability to allow his
personal splendor, referred to as his p’nimiyus, to shine through. This
is accomplished by the Yehudi subjugating his own identity and honor to
the reality of Hashem’s Presence. One who practices hoda’ah is capable
of allowing the middah of hod to reflect through his being.
Hod is the middah of Chanukah, a Yom Tov
of hallel vehoda’ah, when we ponder and appreciate the myriad chassodim
of the Ribbono Shel Olam as we contemplate the lights of the menorah.
Hopefully,
with this appreciation of the middah of hod, we can arrive at a
new understanding of the tefillah of Al Hanissim which is
specific to Chanukah.
The tefillah
begins by saying that “in the days of Matisyohu ben Yochanon Kohein Gadol
Chashmonai and his sons, …the evil Yovon empire rose up against Your nation
Yisroel, to make them forget the Torah and to deter them from following your
laws.” Yovon sought to tear the Jewish people away from Torah and mitzvos.
The tefillah
continues: “With Your great mercy, You stood by the Jews in their time of
need, You waged their battles, defended their rights, and avenged the wrong
done to them. You delivered the mighty into the hands of the weak, the many
into the hands of the few, the impure into the hands of the pure, the wicked
into the hands of the righteous, and the sinners into the hands of those who
occupy themselves with Your Torah.”
As it
approaches its conclusion, the tefillah relates, “You made a great
and holy name for Yourself in Your world, and effected a great deliverance and
redemption for Your people Yisroel to this very day.”
And then the tefillah
ends with these words: “After all that, Your children went into the Bais
Hamikdosh, cleaning and purifying it, kindling lights there, establishing the
eight-day holiday of Chanukah, lehodos ulehallel leShimcha hagadol.”
Why is it
that the only time the Chashmonaim are mentioned in Al Hanissim
is almost in passing, as if providing a time frame for when the story of Chanukah
took place? There is no mention of anything the Chashmonaim did. It is
as if they played no role in everything that transpired.
On Motzoei
Shabbos, ehrliche Yidden light two candles and eat the melava
malka meal. They turn to the back of the bentcher and recite
beautiful tefillos and bakashos. One particularly magnificent zemer
speaks of the saintliness of Eliyahu Hanovi, who will redeem us from the
bitter exile. The rhythmic song/prayer pays tribute to the “ish soch
acharov, Hashem Hu Ho’Eloki,” a man who caused others to proclaim Hashem’s
greatness.
Rav Yitzchok
Yedidya Frankel, the rov of Tel Aviv, shed light on the depth of this
particular phrase.
One of the
more spectacular moments in the extraordinary life of Eliyohu Hanovi was the
showdown on Har Hacarmel. Under the influence of the wicked King Achav, the
Bnei Yisroel had fallen to a very low level. While still maintaining a
belief in Hashem, they worshiped the heathen gods of Canaan. Eliyohu challenged
the ovdei avodah zorah to a contest between himself and the four hundred
fifty prophets of the Baal. Achav accepted the challenge (Melochim I,
18:19).
Eliyohu
proposed that each side - he and the nevi’ei haBaal - slaughter a bull
as a sacrifice. Each one would place it atop their mizbei’ach, leaving
the firewood on the altar unlit. The group to whose mizbei’ach a fire
would descend from heaven to consume the korban would be acknowledged as
the correct religion for all to follow.
Word quickly
spread and multitudes of Yidden converged on Har Hacarmel to witness
this ultimate showdown.
Eliyohu
offered the nevi’ei haBa’al to go first, since they had the overwhelming
majority of followers. That wasn’t hard to figure out. Eliyohu was all alone.
They took one of the bulls, slaughtered it, prepared it for their mizbei’ach,
and then proceeded to call upon Baal all through the morning. They jumped,
chanted and danced, cutting themselves until they bled, in the manner of their
worship. “Yet there was neither a sound nor any response from heaven” (Melochim
I, 18:25-26). Their altar remained unlit.
At noon,
Eliyohu mocked the priests of Baal, asking if their god was asleep. They
continued their efforts until the time of Minchah, all to no avail.
There was no response.
Then Eliyohu
Hanovi invited the people to draw close and he made his preparations. At the
moment of Minchah, he shechted his korban, placed it upon
the mizbei’ach, and recited a prayer “that this people may know that
You...are G-d.”
Hashem sent a
streak of heavenly fire to consume the korban, the wood, the stones, the
dust and the water. The posuk recounts that the people saw this and fell
on their faces, calling out, “Hashem Hu Ho’Elokim.”
Imagine the
scene. It was Eliyohu Hanovi’s finest hour, as he stood firmly and courageously
facing hundreds of prophets and a powerful king, undaunted. He performed a
miracle in full view of the people. No doubt, the prestige enjoyed by Eliyohu
was great. The people were in awe of him and his abilities. They were overcome
with emotion and lunging for repentance.
Yet, their
reaction wasn’t to extol the virtues of Eliyohu and exclaim that Eliyohu is a
tremendous tzaddik, baal mofeis, and miracle worker for the ages.
They didn’t shout out Eliyohu’s praises as you would imagine they would have.
Instead, all who had gathered for the showdown reached the same conclusion and
proclaimed as one what would become an eternal declaration of faith: “Hashem
Hu Ho’Elokim!”
In fact, that
was the greatest tribute to Eliyohu Hanovi, who knew that the role of a Yehudi
is to act as a conduit to cause people to focus on the Source of miracles and
might.
With this, we
can understand the tefillah of Al Hanissim and the avodah
of Chanukah.
The Chashmonaim
were the conduits for the miracles that led to freeing the Jews from the
domination of the Yevonim. But they took care to ensure that the
celebration was about Hashem, not about them. Their mesirus nefesh in
battle was for the cause of bringing about a proclamation that “Hashem Hu
Ho’Elokim,” not that the Chashmonaim are effective warriors and baalei
mofeis. Their task was to lead to a condition of lehodos ulehallel
leShimcha hagadol.
This is the middah
of hod, splendor, which allows the truth to shine through. Man becomes a
vessel, transparent and unnoticed as he reflects the light of Hakadosh
Boruch Hu. This is the avodah of Chanukah and, perhaps, the
meaning of the Al Hanissim prayer.
The story of Chanukah
wasn’t about the Chashmonaim and their military accomplishments. It was
about making great the name of Hashem. The reverberations of that victory echo
through the generations.
Homiletically,
perhaps that is also the reason we chant “ein lonu reshus lehishtameish
bohem” as we light the menorah. We sing about the fact that it is
forbidden for us to derive any benefit from the lights, because those lights
are being mefarseim the neis which occurred to signify that Hashem
Hu Ho’Elokim. The miracles weren’t performed to prove our greatness or for
our benefit. The neiros burn brightly, giving off their clear
luminescence, proclaiming our acknowledgement that Hashem is the One and Only Power.
As we light
the neiros Chanukah, we recite the brochah, “She’osah nissim
la’avoseinu bayomim haheim bazeman hazeh.” The holy seforim explain
the reference of the brochah to “bayomim haheim bazeman hazeh” as
alluding to the idea that the same force that enabled miracles back then, bayomim
haheim, returns every year at this time, allowing for nissim of our
own in our time, bazeman hazeh.
We can all
tap into that power. We can become people of hod, focusing on
bringing glory to the One Who made us, not keeping it for ourselves. If we do
that, we will succeed in our missions and merit miracles.
When Rav
Yitzchok Hutner assumed the leadership of Mesivta Rabbeinu Chaim Berlin, Rav
Shraga Feivel Mendlowitz called a meeting of his board of directors at Mesivta
Torah Vodaas. He indicated a map and drew a line between Brownsville, where
Chaim Berlin was located, and Williamsburg, home to Torah Vodaas. He
gerrymandered the districts.
“All the boys
who live on this side of the line will enroll in Chaim Berlin,” said Rav Shraga
Feivel. “That’s their new yeshiva. We will not be accepting them
anymore.”
And then,
after this act of astonishing selflessness, he looked at two of his generous
board members, Reb Yehuda Leib Falik and Reb Eliyohu Fruchthandler, and said,
“And you two will join Rav Hutner as his baalei batim!”
Rav Shraga
Feivel generated miracles, because it wasn’t about him. It wasn’t about his yeshiva.
There was no me and no my and no mine. It was all about Hashem.
The
renaissance of Torah in America even before the survivors of World War II
arrived might well be traced to selfless decisions such as that one. Mesirus
nefesh, the negation of self for a greater cause, brings extraordinary
results. It’s not about me, my and mine.
The Bach
at the beginning of hilchos Chanukah (Tur, Orach Chaim,
270) writes that there was a gezeirah to permit the Yevonim to
torment the Jews and attempt to separate them from Torah observance because Klal
Yisroel was weak in their avodah.
Their laxity
in avodah resulted in the gezeirah to take away the avodah
from them. When they did teshuvah and demonstrated that they were
prepared to be moser nefesh for avodah, as they did for the mitzvah
of hadlokas hamenorah, Hashem sent their salvation through the Chashmonaim,
who, as kohanim, were ba’alei avodah.
In our
generation, people of true commitment are few and the winds seem to be blowing
in the wrong direction. The scoffers threaten now as then. Often, they are
louder, more numerous, better connected, and more adept at generating publicity
than we are. Yet ehrliche Yidden remain undaunted.
We know that
the lights ignited by Aharon Hakohein in the Mishkon are as bright now
as they were back then. We know that the lights lit by his descendants in the Bais
Hamikdosh are still giving off light in our day.
And we know
that the power of the miracles performed in the days of his descendants, the Chashmonaim,
are effectual during the days of Chanukah. If we are not lackadaisical,
we can tap into that power.
Our mission
in this world is to serve Hashem with temimus, each person in his own
way. Our job is not to win every battle, but to remain focused on our
task, doing what we can to bring about kiddush Shemo Yisborach. We allow
the others to ride high, convinced of their own invincibility, while we judge
success not by headlines and public accolades, but by a barometer that has
nothing to do with the here and now.
We are not
the focus of life’s missions. It is not about temporal praise and honor to us,
but rather about bringing permanent honor to Hashem by being mekadeish Shemo
Hagadol. We fail to be impressed by the fleeting flattery of people who
speak out of both sides of their mouth, mocking us behind our backs, as they
smile broadly to our faces. Yehudim refuse to be pragmatic about their Yiddishkeit,
even if that means being sidelined and marginalized by those who wield the
power and control the purse strings.
The Telzer rosh
yeshiva, Rav Elya Meir Bloch, lost his family and yeshiva in the
inferno of Europe, but he forged on, determined to plant Telz d’Lita in
America. He reestablished the Telzer Yeshiva in Cleveland, then a stronghold of
secular Judaism, with not more than a few talmidim.
During the
early period of the yeshiva, as he was struggling mightily, Rav Elya
Meir made a local appeal for funds. Very few people participated and the
response was dismal. Someone advised him to soften his message and speak more
kindly about those whom he perceived to be enemies of traditional Torah values.
If he would do so, the man told him, he would gain more support from the local
community and might even be able to convince some families to send their boys
to learn in Telz.
Rav Elya Meir
wouldn’t hear of it. “Nowhere does it say that the Ribbono Shel Olam
needs me to be a rosh yeshiva, and whether or not I have
financial support or talmidim is His decision,” he said. “However, I do
know that Hashem needs me to be an ehrliche Yid, even one without talmidim.
That part is not up for negotiation or compromise.”
It wasn’t
about him. He didn’t need to build a yeshiva. He needed to build
himself. It was about Hashem and his Torah. If he was the right shliach,
he would succeed, and if he didn’t, then it wasn’t meant to be. But no matter
what happened, his principles, honesty, forthrightness and fidelity to a
hallowed creed were non-negotiable.
We have to
remain focused, dedicated shlichim to the One Who sent us here and not
become impressed by the modern-day pragmatists and Misyavnim. We don’t
need to be victorious to win. We need to keep our heads held upright, moving
forward and ignoring the enticements that we are old-fashioned, misguided and
stubborn. Their inducements do not lure us. Their lies do not impress us. There
is but one truth and it cannot be compromised.
There were no
doubt many good Jews who disagreed with the Misyavnim, horrified by
their actions, but they lacked the confidence to cry out. They shrugged and
looked away, feeling that they had no choice. The Chashmonaim had the
courage to identify the danger for what it was. They weren’t impressed by the
advanced Greek culture or their false smiles of entreaty.
The Gemara
in Maseches Shabbos states that the Chanukah lights
must burn “ad shetichleh regel min hashuk,” until everyone has gone home
and there is no one left in the street to see the neiros and remember
the neis of Chanukah.
Yehudim see the neiros Chanukah and are reminded that
no matter the nisayon of the day and the powers stacked against them,
they will triumph. They witness the menorah burning brightly on Chanukah
and remember that although the Chashmonaim were vastly outnumbered and
mocked by all, they remained loyal to the truth of Torah and were thus able to
beat back the forces of darkness.
If there are
no Yehudim in the street when the menorah is lit, there are poskim
[Moadim Uzmanim, 2, 141] who rule that the brochos cannot be
recited. Akum are not bnei hoda’ah. The purpose of lighting is pirsumei
nisa, to publicize the Chanukah miracle in order to bring about hallel
and hoda’ah. Only Yehudim recognize their place in creation and
are thankful for it.
When Yehudim
see the lights of Chanukah, the middah of hod shines
through, causing us to engage in hallel and hoda’ah. We recommit
ourselves to the mesirus nefesh required to execute our roles of
spreading the light of Torah throughout the world. We are thankful and full of
joy.
May this be
the last year we are mefarseim the neis in golus.
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