A Fresh Start
By Rabbi Pinchos Lipschutz
The
Rama (Orach Chaim 582:9) writes that on Rosh Hashanah,
people should wish each other, “Leshanah tovah tikoseiv. May you be
inscribed for a good year.”
The
Mogen Avrohom (ibid.) adds to the wish that we offer to each
other. He says that we should wish others, “Leshanah tovah tikoseiv
veseichoseim,” that they should not only be written for a good year, but
also that their good fate should immediately be sealed.
He
explains that this is because upon their judgment on Rosh Hashanah, the tzaddikim
are immediately written down in the Book of Life and sealed there. Beinonim
(see Rosh Hashanah 16b) are penciled in, so to speak, and when they do teshuvah
and add sources of merit to their account, they are granted a shanah
tovah. We are to view others as tzaddikim and extend to them the
greeting that is appropriate for tzaddikim.
The
Taz (ibid., 4) adds that although we should view other people as tzaddikim,
every person should view himself as a beinoni.
Someone
who is able to view others as tzaddikim conveys that he has undergone teshuvah
and thus can view others favorably and want the best for them. Someone who
wishes others, “Leshanah tovah tikoseiv veseichoseim,” indicates
that he is no longer encumbered by middos ra’os. He has reached the
level of anovah, humility, that is praised. This indicates that he has
been successful in achieving teshuvah.
The
Gemara (Avodah Zorah 20b) cites Rabi Yehoshua ben Levi, who holds
that anovah is the highest level a person can reach. Tosafos (ibid.)
quotes a Medrash (Maseches Derech Eretz Rabbah 7), which states
that three attributes are equal to each other: yiras chet, chochmah
and anovah, fear of sin, knowledge and humility. He explains that a
person cannot attain one level without the others; a person who is humble is
also a yorei chet who has chochmah.
The
Gemara in Maseches Taanis (30b) discusses the concept that the
most joyous days for Klal Yisroel are the fifteenth of Av and Yom
Kippur. The Gemara explains that it is easy to understand the
greatness of Yom Kippur, because on that day, Jews can be forgiven for
their sins, as evidenced by the fact that the second set of Luchos was
delivered to Klal Yisroel on Yom Kippur after they had repented
for the sin that caused Moshe to break the first set.
It
would seem that the two attributes of the day are intertwined. Not only was the
re-giving of the Luchos on Yom Kippur a sign that Klal Yisroel
had been forgiven for the chet ha’Eigel, but by being given the Luchos,
we were once again granted the power of the Torah. Torah raises us and brings
us closer to Hashem.
A
person who dedicates his life to Torah becomes sanctified, as his life takes on
added significance. Just as teshuvah allowed the Dor Hamidbor to
recover after the Eigel, it allows the sinner in our day to return to
Hashem’s embrace.
We
seek to become closer to Hashem. Torah is the prime means of accomplishing
that.
This
is why as Rosh Hashanah begins, we greet people in a way that indicates
humility, for by displaying that we are humble, we are also showing that we
have reached the other levels of human achievement and are yerei chet
who have chochmah, Torah knowledge. On the night when we do things to
remind us of the need to rectify ourselves to be able to pass judgment on the
impending Yom Hadin, we do this as well.
Following
the shofar blasts of Malchiyos, Zichronos and Shofaros, we
ask Hashem to look at us “im kevonim im ka’avodim.” Either view us as
children and pity us as a father pities his offspring or look at us as slaves
and recognize that our gaze is fixed upon You until we find favor in Your eyes
and are judged favorably.
Thus,
we recite twice daily the kappitel of L’Dovid, for it refers to
our bitachon in Hashem: “ori veyishi,” our light and hope. Even
as others abandon us, seek to entrap us, and declare war on us, “bezos ani
voteiach,” we maintain our faith that Hashem will assist us. During the Yomim
Noraim period, as the Soton seeks to prevent us from getting closer
to Hashem and disparages us before Him, we believe that He will look upon us
with kindness and love.
Rosh Hashanah is the day when our fates are decided. The day is awesome and
frightening. Everything that will happen in the coming year is decided on this
day.
With
gratitude for the good we have enjoyed in the past year, we stand at the onset
of the new year like poor people, begging for our needs. We seek sources of
merit that will shield us from the din, from anguish and agony, and from
tragedy and despair.
We
ask for life, for as healthy as our diet is, and despite doing exercise, there
is no guarantee for good health. The price of food and many basics have risen
so high that many people are unable to make ends meet. There is little we can
do about it. We look for menuchas hanefesh, shidduchim, nachas,
good health, and more, knowing that on Rosh Hashanah our fates for the
upcoming year are decided.
We
stand before Hashem and say that we have examined our actions of the previous
year and will do what we must to merit the gift of another year.
How
do we earn a better year?
How
does a person arrive at teshuvah? Doing so requires conducting a cheshbon
hanefesh. We subject our deepest selves to scrutiny and review how we acted
throughout the year. Then we set about correcting our character flaws and
rectifying the mistakes and errors of judgments we made.
We
think about the times we were apathetic about performing a mitzvah, and
if there was an aveirah, we must remove its stains and resolve to be
more serious about the mitzvos and the Torah.
Teshuvah is humbling, as it reminds us of our place in creation and prompts a
greater appreciation of Hashem’s role in one’s life.
Teshuvah returns us to where we were before we sinned. It sets us on the path
we should have been on and provides us the energy we need to be properly and
thoroughly engaged.
Teshuvah triggers an outpouring of sincere tefillah. With a fresh
awareness of how small and helpless we are in the face of life’s frightening
precariousness comes a spontaneous outpouring of tefillah. We proclaim
Hashem’s supremacy over all of existence. We thank Him for His daily
kindnesses, and we beg that we merit His continued generosity.
Middos tovos and proper ethics are prerequisites for teshuvah, for ga’avah
prevents a person from recognizing his shortcomings and his dependence on
Hashem. A conceited person is not able to reach the level of understanding
required to draw himself closer to his Master. He remains entrenched in sin and
self-indulgence, even as he goes through the motions of religiosity.
Ga’avah derails an individual from properly preparing for Rosh Hashanah
and from becoming a special person.
Ga’avah prevents a person from helping others. An arrogant individual looks
down upon others and views them askance, with a measure of scorn and hate. His
negative middah keeps him from using his gifts to help others. He views
others as somehow deficient and inferior to himself.
This
is what the Rambam (Hilchos Teshuvah 7:8) refers to when he
writes, “Baalei teshuvah darkan lihiyos shifeilim va’anavim b’yoser.”
In
the face of the yeitzer hora’s plots against our repentance, we have to
offset the many challenges that prevent us from becoming better people. One of
the most effective strategies, the Gemara tells us, is chochmah.
The
posuk in Mishlei states, “Emor lechochmah achosi at.” The Gemara
in Maseches Brachos (17a) explains that the ultimate purpose of chochmah
is teshuvah and maasim tovim.
In
order to overcome the yeitzer hora, we have to strengthen our ability to
use chochmah. Only with chochmah can we subdue the yeitzer,
as the posuk (Mishlei 24) states, “Betachbulos ta’aseh lecha
milchamah,” in fighting your enemy - the yeitzer hora - you have to
use chochmah to outwit him.
Chochmah is acquired by learning Torah, which touches our inner core, raises
us, and puts us back on course, following the literal translation of the word teshuvah,
to return.
The
Gemara (Rosh Hashanah 11a) states that Rosh
Hashanah is the day when Yosef was freed from the Egyptian jail, as
well as the day that marked the end of crushing slavery for the Jews in
Mitzrayim. Thus, in addition to being a day of judgment, Rosh Hashanah
is also a day of redemption. On this day, we can all be released from
enslavement to the yeitzer hora and to the web of desires that ensnares
us. The avodas hayom and the day’s built-in redemptive power can return
us to an earlier, more ennobled state.
Once
a person reaches that higher level of spiritual awareness brought on by teshuvah,
he realizes that he is not superior to other people, who were created just as
he was, b’tzelem Elokim. His eyes open to the plight of the many people
in this world who are in need of assistance, evoking his sympathy and
compassion. As part of the spiritual growth triggered by teshuvah and tefillah,
he has a growing awareness that it is not enough to care for himself and
satisfy his own indulgences. He must share his blessings with others.
The
baal teshuvah has attained a new level of contentment reserved for those
who are humble and walk in the path of Hashem.
When
teshuvah, tefillah and tzedakah flow naturally, a person
indicates that he has reached the level of observance required to prevail in
the din of Rosh Hashanah. Thus, with our hearts focused on
implementing the lessons embedded in these words, we proclaim, “Useshuvah
usefillah utzedakah maavirin es ro’a hagezeirah.”
We
work to reach that level and find favor in Hashem’s eyes, so that He will bless
us all with a kesivah vachasimah tovah.
But
then there are those who, as hard as they try, feel that they have not been
able to return to a life without sin and blemish. What are they to do? Should
they give up? Is it possible that teshuvah wasn’t meant for them?
The
novi Yirmiyohu speaks to such people in the haftarah we read on
the second day of Rosh Hashanah.
The
novi proclaims (Yirmiyohu 31:17), “Shamoa shomati Efraim
misnodeid. I have heard Efraim moaning. He is saying, ‘Yisartani
va’ivaseir k’eigel lo lumod. You have rebuked me and I have accepted Your
punishment like an untrained calf. Hashiveini ve’ashuvah ki Atah Hashem
Elokoy. Bring me back and I shall return.’”
The
Bais Haleivi, in his peirush al haTorah in Parshas Vayishlach,
as an addendum printed on the bottom of the page, says that Klal Yisroel
asks Hashem to help us return to Him with teshuvah. We say that we are k’eigel
lo lomud, like an uneducated calf.
The
Bais Halevi explains that we say to Hashem, “Please don’t punish us. As
a young calf, who has no idea about where to go, we have been whipped as we
have veered from the proper path, but we are not able to get back on. We are
lost. Hashiveini. Please, Hashem, bring me back. Return me to the proper
path, but without the whip. Show me the way. Show me where I should be going
and how I should behave, ve’ashuvah, and I will return and remain on the
path You have charted for me.”
Teshuvah is for everyone. We all want to return to Torah and behave as Hashem
intended for us. At times, it is difficult for us to right ourselves and we
require painful reminders.
There
is a concept in halacha of kofin oso ad sheyomar rotzeh ani (Rambam,
Hilchos Geirushin 2:20). Even if a Jew proclaims that he does not want to
follow halacha, if he is beaten and submits and declares that he will do
what is incumbent upon him, we accept his declaration. The Rambam
(ibid.) explains that “rotzeh hu la’asos kol hamitzvos ulehisracheik min
ha’aveiros, veyitzro hu shetakfo, vekivon shehukah ad shetoshash yitzro ve’omer
rotzeh ani…” Every Jew wants to observe the mitzvos, but his yeitzer
hora overcomes him. Therefore, when the evil inclination is beaten down and
the person says that he wants to do the mitzvah, we accept his
declaration as if he willingly observed the halacha.
Everyone
essentially wants to do teshuvah and return to Hashem’s embrace, but
some find it difficult to overcome their habits and the yeitzer hora,
which leads them astray. They feel removed from kedusha and Torah and
fear that they can never rid themselves of their addictions and sins. If they
would only call out, “Hashiveini! Hashem, help me. Bring me back,” then ve’ashuvah,
they would be able to return. No one should ever give up on themselves, and we
should never give up on anyone.
“Zeh
hayom techilas ma’asecha.” Rosh Hashanah is not just the
commemoration of the first day of creation, but an opportunity to experience
creation anew, and in the process renew our own personal circumstances.
On
Rosh Hashanah, we daven for a year of new beginnings that will
improve our experiences over the past year. We seek to merit a year of positive
developments for ourselves and our families, keeping sadness and failure in the
past.
We
examine ourselves and, instead of being upset that we are not as good as we
would like to be and were not able to realize all of our goals, we recognize
that even if last year didn’t turn out as good as we would have wanted, this
year can be different.
Hayom haras olam. Today is the day of creation. Not just back when the world was
created 5,783 years ago, but also today and now. Hayom yaamid bamishpot kol
yetzurei olamim. Today, the forces of creation are strongly present, as
Hashem judges all His creatures and decides what type of year they will have.
The day of Rosh Hashanah marks a new start for everyone. The realization
of the new beginning provides us with the confidence that we are never stuck in
a rut. With teshuvah, we can climb out of the mess we got into and be
granted a new and better life during the year ahead.
Rosh Hashanah provides us with an awareness that allows us to believe that we can
change. Everything can change. We can do it over.
In
the shofar’s plaintive wail, we hear echoes of the blasts that were
sounded at Har Sinai, when Klal Yisroel was formed into the
nation of Hakadosh Boruch Hu. The shofar then proclaimed a new
beginning. The world had reached its destiny. Ahead was much hope and promise.
The
shofar was also blown at Yovel. When we blow it on Rosh
Hashanah, it hints at the independence of the Yovel year, the
collective song of freedom chanted by so many released slaves going home to
begin life anew. The earth, as well, joins in the process, as land returns to
its original owners in Yovel. We are reminded that we can all start
again. We can get a fresh start, a new lease on life. Whatever happened in the
past will stay in the past. It won’t weigh us down. We can get rid of the
things that didn’t go right, the things we did wrong, and the mistakes we made,
and begin anew, unencumbered.
Last
year, we drove an old jalopy, with old tires, bad seats, roll up windows, and a
leaky radiator. Last year, we were a regular at the mechanic, fixing and
patching. This coming year, we can have a brand new beauty, in perfect running
order, without any of the problems we had last year getting from place to
place. It all depends on us: how we daven, how we learn, how we conduct
ourselves. Learn some mussar. Learn the Rambam’s Hilchos
Teshuvah. Listen to a couple of shmuessen. Make up your mind that Tof
Shin Pey Gimmel will be your break-out year.
If
you believe it, then it will be. Believe in Hashem. Believe in yourself. And
you’ll be well on the way.
May
we all be granted a new lease on life, and a year of brocha, hatzlocha,
aliyah, good health, nachas, parnossah, and everything
good.
Kesivah
vachasimah tovah.