Faith, Not Fear
By Rabbi Pinchos Lipschutz
Time has stopped. A giant hold button has
been pressed and everything has paused. Everything that was so important a
couple of weeks ago has receded from our collective memories as we concentrate
on getting through the day safely.
Pesach, the chag hageulah, is around the corner, yet
it feels so far away. Never in our lives did we feel so lost and lonely, pining
for redemption. We sit by ourselves, learn by ourselves, and daven by ourselves, lost in thought all
alone.
To us, the generations born after World
War II, everything is new. Thankfully, we have never experienced anything close
to what is going on now. We have never been tested as we are now; we have never
felt the way we do now. Everything is surreal. We go to bed happy that we have
not been stricken by the virus and daven
that we be granted life, and we continue to be spared from the unseen enemy.
We now feel how people felt when they
didn’t know which way to run and where to hide. Many locked themselves in their
homes and hoped for the best. We are all under lockdown, separated from family
and friends, waiting for the plague to end so that we can resume normal human
interaction.
Our daily routines have been interrupted.
No longer do we get up and go daven.
We daven at home. We don’t leave the
house unless it is very important. We do our best not to catch the disease.
During Israel’s war of independence, Rav
Refoel Kook approached the Chazon Ish.
“People are asking me,” he said, “about what is going on now and how they are
to understand the dire straits in which they find themselves. What shall I tell
them?”
The Chazon
Ish responded, “Everyone can see that from Shomayim we are being led somewhere, but we cannot fathom where the
rough time we are going through will lead us. We cannot project the ways of the
Almighty.”
With our lives turned upside down, we are
sure that Hashem is directing what is happening. It is beyond our human
capability to understand what caused this to happen and where it is leading us.
What we do know is that in an eis tzarah,
we are meant to call out to Hashem for salvation and engage in teshuvah.
While panic overtakes the world, we must
remember that those who have emunah
and know that Hakadosh Boruch Hu
causes everything to transpire maintain a sense of calm and serenity. Nothing
is haphazard. Nothing happens without Hashem directing it to happen. We don’t
fear the next day, for we know that Hashem intends this all for the good.
When the deluge of negativity and
frightening news threatens to overwhelm, we have faith, not fear.
We wonder what the coronavirus plague is
all about and why it is happening. We don’t know. We can’t know. There are many
things that take place in the world that we must accept without understanding.
We get lost in the daily news and fail to
see the forest for the trees. It is comforting to note that miracles happen
every day. Sometimes we recognize them, but sometimes we don’t. Let’s be on the
lookout for them and appreciate the good that we have. It helps us deal with
the tough stuff to understand that we are not alone.
Seventy-five years ago, when murder and
destruction spread across Europe, a small group of yeshivos were carried on eagle’s wings to faraway Shanghai, where
they spent the awful years in relative peace. In hot Shanghai, they flourished
in learning and middos, their
suffering bringing forth new kochos,
gifting our people with a generation of gedolim
and roshei yeshiva.
When the war ended, the full brunt of
their situation finally hit them. Free to travel, they realized that few among
them had parents or families waiting to reunite with them. There was nowhere to
go back to. Everyone had been killed. Everything had been destroyed.
As a steady stream of talmidim headed to Eretz Yisroel and
America, several remained behind, waiting for visas. For the first time, they
were overtaken by despair. A group of Polish talmidim, students in the exiled Yeshiva Chachmei Lublin, received
a letter from the Imrei Emes of Ger.
Understanding the challenge of finding
strength when they felt like mourning, he sent them a missive filled with chizuk and encouragement.
“The main thing,” he wrote, “is to know
that everything comes from Hashem and no bad emanates from Him. Everything is
for the good... As the seforim teach,
‘Vayehi erev vayehi voker yom echod,’
both the darkness and kindness are from one source and for one goal: to
illuminate the world for us later on.
“We believe that just as the Tochachah, the prophecies foretelling
difficult times, were fulfilled, so will the hopeful and comforting prophecies
come to be. The hester ponim is a
test, an illusion, and ultimately it will be very good.”
The Gerrer Rebbe quoted the Rambam’s Igeres Teiman, where he encouraged the beleaguered Jews of Yemen
during a difficult time.
“Rabbeinu Maimon writes that a cord of
Torah and mitzvos connects heaven and
earth. To the degree that a person grasps it will he himself be
strengthened...”
The rebbe
signed the letter, “Ohavchem, the one
who loves you, who shares in your pain, who looks forward to salvation and
consolation.”
The eternal message, that g’nus leads to shevach, winter leads to spring, and darkness leads to light, is as
old as creation. Vayehi erev vayehi voker
yom echod.
The Sefas
Emes explains that Chodesh Nissan is
the “first” of the months, because it was in this month that Hashem unveiled
the hanhogah that is revealed and
visible in this world during Yetzias
Mitzrayim.
Until then, it was a hanhogah of hester, but
in the month of Nissan, Hashem burst forth openly into the lower
worlds, revealing His presence and strength in Mitzrayim, b’yad chazakah uvizroa netuya.
Each year during Nissan, that energy once again fills the world, providing a chance to reveal Hashem in the lower
spheres, filling this world with His presence. Pesach, the Yom Tov of emunah, gives us the opportunity, the
chance to fill our hearts - and those of our children - with this awareness of
freedom and protection.
As the month of Nissan begins, it reminds us that Hakadosh Boruch Hu is there, pulling the strings, setting up the
world for something great that will lead to the ultimate redemption as occurred
in Nissan in Mitzrayim.
The world isn’t going to end, and we
won’t run out of food. Yom Tov will
not be what we are used to, but we will still be able to observe all the mitzvos hachag, celebrating our
redemption from Mitzrayim. We may have to celebrate all alone, by ourselves,
and we will miss being is shul
singing Hallel together with the
congregation, but we will be able to daven,
thanking Hashem for the chesed in a
time of din. We will be able to ask
for redemption from the tzorah that
hangs over us and pray that it disappears as fast as it came.
We worry about whether our next pay check
will come and how we will afford the mortgage, the rent, and the other expenses
we have.
A man lost his job and went to the
Vizhnitzer Rebbe, the Yeshuos Moshe,
with sadness written all over his face.
“Rebbe,
I was laid off from my job,” he said. “I have no source of income. Oy, what will be with me and my family?
How will I be able to feed and support them?”
The rebbe
responded, “You were laid off from your job, but Hashem was not laid off from
His. He promises that He is ‘meichin
mazon lechol briosav asher bara.’ He provides food for all. You are
included in that promise. Do not fear and do not become despondent. Believe
that Hashem will provide for you and you will be okay.”
Though times are rough, and nobody is
enjoying the historic downturn we are experiencing, with faith that Hashem will
not abandon us and good times will definitely return, we can maintain a calm
and upbeat composure.
Rav Yisroel Eliyohu Weintraub noted that
difficult times are always followed by good times. After the darkness that
descended upon the world when the Asarah
Harugei Malchus were killed, Rabi Shimon bar Yochai lit up the world with
the revelation of Toras Hasod.
Following the awful period of Tach VeTat,
when many thousands of Jews were killed and pillaged, we were blessed with the
Vilna Gaon, the Baal Shem Tov and the Ramchal. After the darkness and sadness
that was brought by the Holocaust, he said, came the great light of the
unprecedented burgeoning Torah communities.
The Sefer
Hachassidim explains this phenomenon. He says that Hashem wants to do good
with man, but the Soton interferes
and says that man doesn’t deserve it. “Why,” the Soton questions, “are you being so kind to him?” Therefore, Hashem
brings periods of great pain and nisyonos
in order to silence the evil Soton.
For us to merit periods of light and
goodness, we must first endure darkness and pain. Let us withstand the nisayon, maintain our faith, and
strengthen ourselves in Torah and good deeds, so that we will quickly exit this
testing period and experience the great light and growth that will certainly
follow.
Look out the window of your isolation
room and see how winter is turning to spring. Trees and plants are blooming.
The bare branches will soon be covered in green, and what appeared to be dead
will spring to colorful life.
We have become used to the rushed pace of
life the modern world has thrust upon us. We are under constant pressures of
all types. We adapted to living under the gun, running, rushing, pedaling in
place to keep our heads above water. That has all changed. What should be an
aura of calmness has descended over us. We no longer have social obligations.
Some don’t have work. We don’t have our usual learning arrangements. We don’t
have places that we must go to…or else. We sit home with our families.
We can use this period to discover - and
reconnect to - our real selves. It is a time to see what is really important
and what we can live without. As we are forced to spend time together, we can
nurture loving relationships with our children and family. We can give time to
our children without having to run off to fulfill one of our many obligations.
Nobody is pressuring us. We have nowhere to go and very little to do besides
for spending time with those around us.
A
giant reset button has been pressed, bringing us back to when life was much
simpler. Who knows? We might decide that we like it this way, and even when the
good times return, we must just choose to live simpler, healthier lives, free
of the tension and stress of the twenty-first century.